Who needs Friends If they are Like thatposted Feb 6th 2005, 11:34AM
Mood: Lost
Music: The verve Bittersweet symphony
Friends that don't accept you for who you are can't really be your friends can they?I have two friends plotting against me and I don't know why they are saying I'll shove them and I don't recall doing that so they are ruining me.One of them puts down everything I do and basically everyone I know says I should be more like her I can't stand people telling me who to be what to look like and what to wear .Isn't being yourself hard enough without some trying to compromise every single step you take.People like that seem like they don't have a life because they never talk about themselves or criticize themselves but criticize others and think thats healthy but if you criticize yourself they think it's this big thing oh your gunna have no self esteem left.If they can't judge themselves they must think they have no flaws therfore are "vain and perfect"
Well I pity someone who must put others down to feel good about themselves I just don't think I could belittle someone else by talking behind their back .Okay I have to admit In the past (very near past)I did talk about people but it's just mean people don't know about you but your talking about them.Or it could be your friend that you think is "ugly" but in their own way they aren't.If you bad mouth someone and it gets back to them they could just totally fall to pieces.Well the point I wanted to get across was I don't think it a fair break that people want to "talk behind" others sometimes their supposed friends backs.But Lifes not fair is it so I'll just Have to live with them ruining me and who I am!